Monday, February 28, 2011

Left some stuff out!

Hey guys, I totally forgot a part of the trip I had written about and saved but forgot to post- it's a bit old, it describes Pretoria and my first impressions of Namibia.



Ok so I left off in Pretoria. If you looked through the pictures the last album had a bunch from Pretoria. We only spent one day in Pretoria. We got there in the afternoon on Monday and then spent Tuesday exploring. On Tuesday morning, we woke up and went to the Voortrekker Monument. The Voortrekker Monument is a monument to the Boer (Afrikaner) people who fled into South Africa from the British and attempted to make a life for themselves. Their story is very similar to that of the American pilgrims. The British persecuted the Boers and didn’t allow them into society so they went on a long pilgrimage into the undeveloped or un-colonized part of South Africa. The problem was, different African tribes, mainly the Zulus were already living there, much in the same way that the Native Americans were already living in the US.

The monument depicts the struggle of the Boers against the British and then the Zulus. It is like, all history; one-sided in the sense that it depicts Zulus killing Boer women and children, and the Boers as being kind peaceful settlers who merely wanted to share Zulu land. That is in actual fact not what happened. Zulus killed Boers who tried to take over their lands, but when given the chance Boers also killed many Zulus, women and children included, although our guide of the museum claimed that no Zulu woman or child was ever killed by a Boer. The monument depicts Zulus as savage, and Boers as heroes. Although one could say any monument we have depicting any part of the American pilgrimage west, is the exact same thing. In fact American history and Boer history are disturbingly similar. Both Boers and American colonists were attempting to rid “their” countries of British rule. Before they could take over that country they had to either wipe out huge parts of the already existing population (Native American or Black African) or colonize/ enslave the rest. Once they did gain that freedom, they set in place segregation policies ensuring that both Native and Black populations would be kept separate and unequal. The only difference is that our country is a bit older and law did not outline our segregation as clearly. This similarity is something we were kindly reminded of by our older Afrikaner tour guide, when we started to insinuate the racist and horrifying history that was depicted in the monument.

On another note, an interesting black mark on British history that I never learned about until now, was that during the Boer-British war in the early 20th century, the British put Boers mostly women and children, in concentration camps, and tons of Boers died or were killed in those camps. It’s not talked about here in the same way we don’t really talk about the Japanese Internment camps we put people in as well.

Anyways after the Voortrekker Monument, we went to Freedom Park, which is a park dedicated to freedom struggles all through out history and all over the world. It includes a dedication to all different faiths and a wall of all the recorded names of people who died in different struggles in Southern Africa. Including different massacres, the Boer-British war, the slave trade in Southern Africa of Indians and people who are now referred to as coloreds. It is a really beautiful park. At its highest point it has a direct view of the Voortrekker Monument and Parliament, which a law mandates, cannot be blocked. 
            After lunch we went to the US Embassy in Pretoria to learn about the different policies the US is involved in South Africa. A lot of the policy is geared towards education and HIV/AIDS although other top policy issues included the alarmingly high rate of gender based violence and the lack of resources for rape victims, the high unemployment rate, corruption and lack of resources for a large percentage of the country. It was interesting to hear the policies from an outside perspective, meaning what the US and other countries do for these problems as outsiders unable to actually make policy but more required to work within the policy barriers that exist. It seemed as if this left them very limited, which is understandable, it isn’t the US’s job or place to create policy about South Africa, only the South African people can do that. Even so, I believe that the emotional tie people have to the ANC allows the ANC to get away with a lot more than they should and no be accountable on issues that matter. The country has a 40% unemployment rate- that’s almost 20 million people who are unemployed and thus at risk or already living in abject poverty.

The rest of the day was left to pack and get ready to leave for Namibia in the morning. We all went out to dinner as a group. It was a really fun night, even though the next morning we got up at 4 to leave for the airport. After making it through to Namibia we spent about an hour driving to Windhoek. On the way we saw a giraffe and some baboons. Namibia or at least the Windhoek area is much more undeveloped and mountainy and filled with wildlife. Mountains surround all of Windhoek and it is one of the most beautiful cities I have ever seen. Namibia as a population is very small; it is 2.2 million (so by comparison, the entire population of Namibia could fit in Soweto). Namibia is the least densely populated country outside of Mongolia, and the country is enormous. Windhoek is so different from Johannesburg, for the obvious reason that it has a much smaller population, but it doesn’t necessarily seem smaller in size. The downtown in comparable to the downtown of Evanston, maybe slightly larger but not by much, but the actual city of Windhoek spans very far, with many different neighborhoods and townships.

When we finally got to the house we were able to unpack before a brief safety meeting and then dinner. After dinner a bunch of us walked up to the Tom Thumb to get some snacks and explore. Windhoek has lots of very steep hills and is very high up in elevation, so walking is nice but can wear you out a lot more than you would imagine. The house is really nice, we have five bedrooms, three of which have six girls each and two which house the three boys and two other girls.  My roommates are Laura, Amanda, Yvette, Katie Matmiller (we have two Katies, and three Catherines including myself), and Tamara. Laura and Amanda are both from Clark University, Yvette goes to Harvard, Katie is from Valparaiso University and Tamara goes to Pacific Lutheran in Seattle. They are all so nice. Katie is one of the sweetest people I have ever met, she is so bubbly and nice and Laura and Amanda remind me a lot of friends from home, Yvette is so dedicated and hardworking, she has to do all this extra work for Harvard to get credit for any of her classes here so she gets up almost every morning at like 5:30 or 6 to start working on all the stuff she has to do.

Anyways, I really love all of the people in my group. I have made a ton of friends and there are people here who I instantly connected with. Everyone comes from very different backgrounds (religious, economic, social, where we live in the states) and that is a really great learning experience. So that was day one in Namibia. The next day we did a tour of Windhoek. We started by driving around the downtown area and then over to Eros and Klein Windhoek. These areas are mostly white and extremely wealthy. Namibia like South Africa is still very divided racially and the wealth of the country is extremely skewed. Five percent of the people hole 95% of the country’s wealth. After seeing those areas we drove by Hochland Park and into Katatura. Katatura and Khomasdal are sort of comparable to Soweto in the sense that during Apartheid, the Blacks and Coloreds were forced to move into Katatura and Khomasdal and not allowed to live or be in the city area and certainly not in the wealthier areas unless it was for work. To be colored means an entirely different thing in Windhoek than it does in Jo-burg. It generally means people of mixed race, here or people who were of more Asian descent, like Indians. There is still some hostility as well between Coloreds and Blacks because during apartheid, Coloreds were viewed as above Blacks and some of them are still fighting for that distinction now. Hochland Park is supposed to be were many middle class Blacks and Coloreds live and where the poorer whites live.

Recently I drove through Hochland Park and it is interesting what is considered poor for whites in Namibia versus what is considered poor for blacks and coloreds. In Khomasdal and Katatura, the houses are very small and scrunched together. It looks very similar to many of the pictures of Soweto. These areas include people with a range of different incomes, from extremely poor to middle class and some select upper class. But the houses for the poor in Katatura are shanty like or one-room houses. In Hochland Park there are many houses, which would rival what would be considered middle to upper middle class houses in the US, and certainly many that would rival houses on the North Shore. The poor whites in Windhoek live a very different lifestyle from the poor Blacks and Coloreds in Windhoek, and while it wasn’t the lower class whites living in the large houses, the neighborhoods and the houses they lived were of a much different standard. I would imagine that is due to the forced overcrowding in townships and purposeful disadvantaging of all non-whites under apartheid regime that caused the racial caste system to develop in the way it did here.

At the end part of the tour we drove through the informal settlements. The informal settlements start at the end of Katatura and are just miles of hill and mountainsides covered with shacks and shanties set up by people trying to find work in Windhoek. There is no sanitation, there are water pumps that the government has set up and schools, but it is overwhelming to see how far the informal settlement stretches and it is literally right on the outskirts of Windhoek. I have some pictures that I will put up later that show very small parts of the settlement. My internship is actually right on the outskirts of the settlement and several of the girls are working in orphanages in the settlement. It is government sanctioned and there are street signs and other random formal government signs and items but the settlement itself is extremely dangerous and unsanitary, as well as inaccessible to relief in many places if it were to flood or a fire were to occur.

After our tour of Windhoek, I had to spend the rest of the day in bed because of dehydration, the sun is so intense here combined with the increase in altitude, makes it really hard to judge how much water to drink and everyone in our group has had a sick day at least once so far.  The second day in Windhoek, we went to the US embassy for a safety briefing about the dangers in Windhoek and Namibia. They were generally the same as in all major cities. Don’t walk by yourself at night and try not to be easy targets in terms of pick pocketing. Everyone will be happy to know that the terrorist threat in Namibia is very low, duh. However, I was briefed on how to not look like an easy terrorist target as well, should the problem arise.

After the meeting at the embassy, we did what was called a Katatura quest, where three group members and then a member of the University of Namibia get a taxi on our own and go to visit different places in Katatura, find lunch by ourselves and then take another taxi home. It sounds very easy, but there were points during our walking around Katatura, where it was very clear that if we had not been with our UNam student who was from Katatura, we would not have left there with any of the belongings we started our quest with. I believe white person wandering around Katatura with a map, is the exact definition of easy target. At various points in the walk, Mami, our “guide” would say, yeah those guys want to rob you, they know my brother so they wont mess with you while you are with me, but don’t come here alone. It sounds like she was saying it jokingly, but she didn’t mean it to scare us, she just really was concerned about our safety at different points. I don’t mean to give the impression that all people in Katatura steal, more so that there are some who are in complete and desperate poverty, as in many places in the US, and those people in Katatura go looking for people who look lost, or misplaced or have their hands too full, solely to steal from them, and being that Katatura is almost 100% black or colored, being white in Katatura makes you look lost or confused, and thus an easy target. The people who rob or steal would do the same to someone from Katatura; they just tend to be smarter about not getting robbed because they live in those areas. 

Pictures!!!!

So I had some faster internet time and thought I would upload some pictures from WINDHOEK!!!!!!



Me with my host family, Tully, Bjorn and Volofi


Chilling in Parliament


The informal settlements


Looking down Simpson Street (the street I live on)


Sunset over Windhoek West (the neighborhood I live in)
Getting ready in our farming gear

Before....

After!

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Ongini Namibia!

Jan. 28
Our guide for the Katutura quest was a UNamibia student from Katutura- we started at the largest Lutheran church in Katutura, which has a female pastor. She was very involved in issues facing in Katutura. There is a large problem with gender-based violence here as well as teenage pregnancies and a high prevalence of HIV. She said that many times she felt completely overwhelmed and unable to do anything for these young women because she didn't have the resources to do so. After going to the Church we stopped at an orphanage which I will be volunteering at with a couple other students in the group on Wednesdays and possibly Fridays as well. When we went to the orphanage the only children there were very young, because the older kids were at school. The kids were so cute, but it was upsetting because when we walked in there was a little baby on the floor crying and no one was picking her up or anything. The kids don't have access to ways of bathing or clean clothes, and the place is overcrowded so the boys sleep on the floor and the girls sleep two or three to a single bed. Most of the money goes towards ARV drugs for the children who are HIV positive. 
There is a problem in poorer urban areas of young girls getting pregnant and (because abortions are illegal here), feeling completely out of options so they abandon their babies on the doorsteps of orphanages or by rivers or in grassier, overgrown areas. There is also a problem with women breaking up with boyfriends and then the boyfriends coming back and attacking them or killing them, there was a huge article in the Namibian recently about how another young woman was killed by her ex-boyfriend. The gender roles, like the racial roles are changing here because the country is changing and there are some in both instances who are unhappy about that change. Women are still predominately viewed as the lesser sex here and the also contributes to the high level of violence, because there is an attitude that women don't have the authority to say no to men. There is definitely a level of boldness that I experience with men here that I am not used to, and most times when I respond in an offended or bold manner, the men are taken aback and immediately assume I am not Namibian. It isn't all men who are over the top, or harassing, but the few that are definitely get to me from time to time. I do think its awesome that everyone calls me sister here. I like that. "Thanks sister" "Hey sister". Love it.

Jan. 29-30
 This weekend we had free, except Saturday afternoon we met with some other U Namibia students to start making friends. At first I was kind of annoyed about the student forum, because this was the first weekend we had free and everyone was really tired and just wanted to hang out and do our own thing, but it ended up being so much fun. We played Mafia, which I haven't played since I was ten, but it ended up being hilarious, I was one of the mafia members, but I managed to argue my way out of getting killed off and no one figured out that I was mafia, until the end. Two of the guys came out with us later that night John and Tuli. Tuli lived in the US for awhile because his parents were getting their masters at American universities. They are both so nice and I think we are going to hang out with them again next weekend. Anyways that night we celebrated two group members birthdays'. We started at a little bar attached to a hostel, which is right at the corner of our street called the Cardboard Box. Being 23 people we completely took over the bar. It was really fun though. Then we went to this bar called Zanzibar which looks like a dance club in Chicago or Iowa City for that matter. It was so much fun! We all went home around 4am.

Sunday was rest day we had our first community event in parliament gardens which is so beautiful, it is where the old houses of parliament are. We just discussed how everyone was feeling, and some people really opened up about how they had really been having a hard time adjusting, which was good to hear, because I think all of us were struggling with the adjustment a bit. It is so much fun, but sometimes being in a new place where you don't speak most of the languages and the culture is very different from your own, it is hard not to feel home sick. I also had a hard time at the beginning of the program because things would happen that I would normally laugh about or talk to my friends about, but we weren't all completely comfortable enough with each other to do that yet. It is so exciting now though because I feel like everyday I find something out about someone new that makes us closer and I am making some really great friends here. 

Jan. 31, 2011
Monday we started our internships, which I was really nervous about. When I got to my internship I was given my project and immediately completely overwhelmed. I was supposed to design a project involving community gardening and urban agriculture and relate it somehow to the empowerment of women. Then find the funding and the space and build those gardens. Ok, lets start with problem number 1, I know nothing about agriculture let alone urban agriculture and all the research I had done on development and women had been on micro loans and economic empowerment. I spent the rest of the reading material on urban agriculture and I had a list two pages long of terms to define. Problem 2, I have no idea how to get funding, I have never had this much responsibility and there aren't a whole lot of internships I imagine I will have later that will give me that kind of responsibility. I came back feeling completely exhausted thinking about how under prepared and lost I was, but I also was a little bit excited that this project was completely new and I was going to get to learn all of this really cool stuff about urban agriculture. 
Since the first day things have gotten harder, but also easier in some respects. My crash course in community gardens and urban agriculture has made me realize that in terms of a development field I really like it a lot. I keep thinking of all of these different ways it could be used for so many issues developing areas and countries face. It can be used in non-developing countries too, which I find so cool. I have developed a new project based on the old project which we have space and funding for the community gardens and this Wednesday Feb. 16 (sorry I am throwing off the time line) I start clearing the space for the gardens and getting ready to plant. I adapted my plan so that I work with this shelter for abused women and children to build the gardens and then help them teach women how to use the gardens for immediate food consumption as well as for growing food to sell, but then I created my own project where I take the garden models to school, orphanage and community leaders and discuss the idea of a farm to table project where we implement gardens in the backyards of schools and orphanages. Some schools already have the gardens, but there are many other ways they can be used. For instance, science classes, economics lessons, different after school projects to tend the gardens and the project I am most interested in is a girl's program where the garden is used for nutritional lessons in conjecture with a curriculum that teaches girls to respect their bodies and empower them to take control of their bodies and body images. Obviously I won't be able to see all of these things through, but if I can get the ball rolling that would be so great. Even still, there have already been a ton of stalling points and setbacks so I am trying to take this as a learning experience no matter what happens. I know a lot of other people in my group are really having a hard time because they feel like they are hitting a wall as well at their internships, these organizations don't run the same way some of the organizations, they are used to working at, run in the US. They are often completely understaffed, and underfunded and so it takes a long time to get things done. 

Feb. 1
Today we drove out to this beautiful Eco-lodge set against the mountains about 45 minutes outside of Windhoek for a team building retreat, with all the staff and students. We have Sarah, Evelyn and Jenobe as cooks and Sarah and Lucia coordinate the home-stays and are generally in charge of the house. Then there is Passat, who drives the combis (buses) around, he has kind of become our father figure. He drops us off at internships and makes sure we are ok and picks us up. He is so great. Then there is Jessy, the student intern and kind of adviser to the students. She is really close in age to us and lives at the house as well and is there to handle house issues or personal issue and to be a friend but also make sure we don't run wild. She is so great and amazing and she is also a guide almost for the city and different activities because she did the same trip a year ago. Love her. Then we have our professors: Linda, Nespect, Romanus and Urbanus. Linda teaches the development class and is from the US, Nespect teaches and coordinates Internships and class for internships and is Namibian, Romanus teaches history and Urbanus teaches political science and they are also both Namibian. Everyone is so great. Urbanus is hilarious and Romanus is so nice. During the retreat we played different games and had group discussions about everything from sexual orientation to religion, race and gender. Some of the topics were really hard for people to talk about , I personally had a hard time talking about religion because I don't have any experience with any religion in particular outside of my brief encounters with the Catholic church when I was baptized and took my first communion, although I don't remember much of either of those experiences. I ended up having a great discussion with Evelyn and two girls; Ariana and Claire. We all had very different relationships with religion and beliefs but it ended up being one of the most open discussions I have ever had, which was great. At the end of the day we had a three legged race, which was so hilarious to watch teachers and students stumble all over each other. It was particularly fun to watch Urbanus and his team because Urbanus is like a big bear and at one point he fell on top of my friend Christine and the whole team came down with them it was so hysterical. 

It rains on and off here. Some days it will rain all day some days it won't rain at all, but usually it's pretty sunny and then between 3-5 there are the most ridiculous rain and thunderstorms which pass through and then stop after about five. The rainy season has about 4 more weeks so everything is so green and overgrown it is beautiful. I don't think I have ever been happier than since I have been here and I think that has to do with the beauty of the outdoors here. I can't get over it. 

Feb. 2-4
Today we had our second day of interning but we only went half day, then on Thursday we had our first history class with Romanus. We learned about all of the different tribe and clans in Namibia and the history of Namibia (very brief overview). In the late 1800's the German's proclaimed Namibia a German protectorate, later in the 20th century South Africa and the Afrikaners took over Namibia and it remained under apartheid until March 21,1990. 

Namibia is very interesting because it is a huge country but only has 2 million people, it is the 2nd least densely populated country in the world, Mongolia is the first. The tribes here include the Nama, the Damara, Oshivambo, Herero, Tswana, Himbas and many others, within in those tribes there are many different clans or groups. For instance within Oshivambo there are the Kwanyama speakers, Oshindonga, and 6 other groups I can't remember. I am learning Oshindonga- it is really hard! Tonight we got picked up by our host families, for our urban home stay which lasts until next Saturday. I am really excited because my family is biracial which I thought would be a really interesting dynamic in Namibia, since that isn't very accepted here. My mother, Tully, is black and my father Bjorn is white, German. Their family (they have two daughters Inga is 11 and Erna is 9 and a son Volofi who is 8 months) speaks four languages, German, Kwanyama, Afrikans and English. They live in Khomasdal, which used to be were the colored people had to live during apartheid but has since been opened up for everyone to live in. During apartheid, Blacks were forced to live in Katutura, coloreds had to live in Khomasdal and whites were allowed to live wherever they wanted. A lot of people post-apartheid moved back in to the areas they had been moved out of and it was seen as a great step forward if you could reclaim the home or area you had been forcibly removed from- these  areas included places like hochland park, an area which looks like Southern California or miami, Windhoek west, where the CGE house is, Windhoek north, Eros, and Klein Windhoek. Within Katutura, blacks were divided by tribes as well, only furthering the racial divides. The remnants of these divides can be heard in opinions of some coloreds and blacks. There is some tension between coloreds and blacks, because during apartheid the coloreds were seen as above blacks (because they looked "whiter), and when apartheid ended, many are still scrambling to regain that status. 

Feb. 5-13, Urban Home stay
My urban home stay was a very tough experience. This home stay makes me even more homesick too, being with a family that isn't my own. Its also hard because English isn't their first languages so they speak in Afrikans or Vambo and then occasionally translate for me- which makes sense I came to their home and country I should speak their language and I am trying to learn both, but I obviously don't understand most of the conversation. Lot of different languages in my head making my head spin :). I really like my family, but it is very difficult, because our cultures are so different and sometimes it is really exhausting having to remind myself of all of the different cultural aspects that go along with living there. For instance, I have to remind myself not to take a lot of food, because if you put food on your plate you must eat it, you don't throw away food here, it is too expensive. The first two nights that was hard because I would take more than I needed and then have to eat it all. You have to be very water conscious here as well, which is interesting because I think it is partially why my family didnt really drink water, and always looked at me strangely when I did. Also there is an order for who eats first. The dad gets the plate first, then the boys, then the mother, and so on, etc.  The big US storm is all over the news. Its amazing how much US news dominates every other type of news. During the week I go to class and hang out CGE house until about 5:30 and then go back to my host family's house. I have to say I am so glad I am not a vegetarian, because there are a bunch on my trip and that is an idea that DOES NOT TRANSLATE at all. They think being vegetarian means you eat chicken. So at least I am not a picky eater. The food thing is hard here though because the meals are a lot different. There are no veggies or fruit anywhere which makes sense because those are very expensive, there is a lot of meat and a ton of carbs, which is fine but sometimes you just really want an apple or tomato or something.

Speaking of lots of meat, last Wednesday before the home-stay started, a couple of us went to try out this restaurant for dinner called Joe's Beerhouse. It is touristy beyond touristy and it had the most white men I have seen in one place in a long time, but it was really fun (don't worry Dad and Paul I will take you there for dinner). It is basically a game restaurant, I shared a safari platter with my friend and we had kudu, zebra, crocodile, impala and chicken. Have to say...crocodile tastes exactly like chicken. Anyways the place was really fun, and built completely Eco-friendly, besides the killing of all of the game in Africa. :)

Back to home stay highlights, the interesting family dynamics and perspectives on life I am picking up on are just so overwhelming. For instance, the mother is black and the dad is white, but the mother consistently tells her children that black men are lazy and that all white people are so pretty. So her daughters talk about how they wish they could look like me, because I am white and therefore pretty. They are already being told at a young age that the standard of beauty is unattainable to them because they are not white, but being half white the anglo-features they do possess are what make them beautiful. It is another way of subconsciously being told they are sub-par to white people, which is very sad, because they should feel beautiful no matter what their skin color. I can say that however, because I apparently am the standard. Also, the oldest daughter is not mixed, the mom had her from a previous relationship so she is already being told that everything about her looks and demeanor are not as good as her sister or her white counterparts. I was talking about it with a friend and it reminds me of the way our society shows women the standard of beauty which is often times equally as unattainable, but that both groups are being told that whatever they are isn't good enough. I have encountered a lot of racism on this home-stay, which makes it more difficult to handle. For instance two friends of my host-father's dad, came over last Sunday and they are old school apartheid loving Afrikaners, and they were just spewing the most racist comments I have ever heard, and I felt totally helpless because I wanted to say something, but also wasn't sure whether it was appropriate for me too, since no one else was so I just went into my room and did homework. I felt really bad because every part of me wanted to scream at these people. The only thing I'll repeat was that they said "black coffee is for black people, I like my coffee white, like I like my society",and then repeated it in English so I could understand it and started laughing. UGH. That was a really bad day and I was really appalled that the dad didn't say anything, because they were saying this stuff in front of their kids. 

Anyways, the next weekend was better. We went back to Tully's mother's house and had fat cakes and meat which were the most delicious thing I have ever had in my whole life, and I met Tully's sisters and there kids as well. Tully's cousin was having her hair braided and they wanted to put weave in my hair too, but couldn't get it to stay. Also there was a black mamba, at the house (I know I almost passed out), apparently it was someone's pet, yeah some people have the deadliest snake in the world as pets, and apparently it gets out on occasion. Maybe they like waking unsure if they will die on the way to the bathroom who know, but I would bet that it is an effective security measure. Anyways so I was grabbing something in the house and I heard Tully shouting and I asked what was going on and they said that the neighbor's black mamba had gotten out again! I watched my step the rest of that that's for sure. Before we left, Tully's mom told me she was going to make me a traditional Vambo dress, so I am really excited about that.  That was my last day with my host family, and the next I went back to the house around noon. I miss them, but I was really glad to be back at the house. My friend Laura was the only one who got back as early as I did so we hung out by the pool and then went and got lunch from the market and did laundry which was really nice. 

Today I am back at my internship and you are finally completely caught up. I know there is more I could say and I will try and add more detail but for now, you know everything that has gone on in my life. Tonight we have a community event and this weekend I think we are going hiking around the Windhoek area which will be fun, i think there is also a soccer game sometime this week too, we are also starting to plan our spring break trip to Victoria Falls (Zimbabwe side!). Also next week we leave for Swakopmund and Walvis Bay (I hear Brangelina has a house there).
Love you all, miss you tons,

Cassie

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Salaghashe Johannesburg and Soweto!


Jan. 19, 2011

The day began with another nice long run around Rosettenville. I don’t think very many women run outdoors, or else we look very strange when we run, because everyone tends to stare at us. The days have been so packed. We have speakers and museum tours, and by the end of the day we are all so exhausted.
            Today, we started the day by visiting with the General Secretary for the African Council of Churches. He was very interesting to talk to because he was very careful in catering his discussions to all faiths or belief systems and not making it solely about Christianity. The Church, however, is very important in the liberation struggle of South Africa. It was the only place blacks were allowed to gather, because all other organizations were banned. So it not only acted as a place of worship, but also a place for organizing and seeking sanctuary.
            Today the church’s role is no longer for political sanctuary and meetings, but they do act as messengers and role models for many black communities. That’s why they are currently trying to engage in programs, which economically strengthen the black communities in South Africa, teach about HIV/AIDs and act as a form of therapy for those still struggling with the remnants of the Apartheid.
            This brings us to the next group we met with, the Khulumani Support Group. The Khulumani Support Group is a support group for victims of apartheid regime. Many people didn’t not get closure, or a chance to participate in the Truth and Reconciliation Commission, only 22,000 people participate, Khulumani currently has over 60,000 members. The programs involve community reconstruction, the telling of stories about what happened to each other, and the celebrating the memories of those who were lost in the struggle. I bought a book of stories to bring back as well as a t-shirt. Trauma is a huge issue in South Africa, and for many people Apartheid trauma is still a very real and prominent part of their lives which disables them from restarting their lives and moving forward.  One of the men who was speaking on behalf of the support group was from the Democratic Republic of Congo, and he expressed very powerfully, who trauma is prohibiting the South African people from truly governing themselves. They can’t move forward, so whites still control most of the economy, and while the physical apartheid regime no longer exists, the economic aspect remains.
            After lunch, we went to the Apartheid Museum. It was amazing. I could easily have spent four hours there. The museum takes you through when the first whites came to South Africa, and the progression into colonization and apartheid onward. There has always been conflict between the Afrikaaners (Boers) and the Black South Africans, because they competed for the space that was left in South Africa, that the British hadn’t taken over. The British and the Afirkaaners fought many battles and the British continued to win, but in the early 1900’s they made peace with each other and cut out the Black population, from then the Apartheid began to grow, and the division and degradation of blacks only grew with it. The museum was heartbreaking and completely overwhelming. I thought I had a fair amount of knowledge about South Africa and what I am learning is that I had almost no knowledge, I have spent the past couple of days feeling completely overwhelmed.
            At night we went the Market Theater and saw the Songs of Migration, with a very famous singer, who was also a famous liberation fighter. They picked songs from the slave trade in the US, Jewish songs from the Holocaust, religious songs and African songs of migration. It was really great to see and so much fun.

Jan. 20, 2011

On Thursday in the morning we met with the ANC (African National Congress), the ruling party in South African parliament. We were very interested in their approach to the many issues facing South Africa, but they seemed unable to give us clear answers on many issues, which they said was because they were unprepared for the meeting, due to short notice. One thing they did mention which I found interesting was that many of the people struggling with education and unemployment is the apartheid generation, because they received the “Bantu Education” which was not very strong and didn’t set them up to succeed.
            After meeting with the ANC, we met with their opposing party in Parliament, the Democratic Alliance, they were much more forthcoming with their opinions on different issues facing the South African people, but I feel that has to be taken with caution as well. They explained that the main problems facing South Africa were unemployment (which is around 40% if you include the people who have stopped looking for work), crime, HIV/AIDS, corruption, and a lack of resources such as housing, water, and electricity. What I have gathered from both presentations is that a lot of the ANC’s power comes from the emotional link many people have with it, as the liberation party, but a lot of the DA’s support comes from younger generations as well as Indian, Colored and White voters. Everyone was pretty exhausted tonight; I think all of the running around has finally hit us.

Jan. 21-24, 2011
 This morning we met with the Treatment Action Campaign. They are working in the fight against HIV/AIDS and have many programs in and around the Johannesburg area. These programs include raising awareness in young people, working to prevent mother to child infection and help people get access to the ARVS they need to combat the disease. The man who came to talk to us was named Lucky Boy; he was hilarious and so passionate. He expressed that one of the huge problems with getting treatment was the stigma with having HIV. This discouraged a ton of people from seeking treatment for fear that someone would find out that they have the disease, and either their family or community would disown them.
            After the treatment action campaign we went to Constitution hill. Constitution Hill is the site of South Africa’s constitutional court is held, as well as a famous prison where during apartheid many political prisoners including Gandhi and Mandela were held. The prison was terrifying, we saw the isolation cells as well as the regular cells and they had an exhibit on the torture techniques used on prisoners. The living conditions for blacks and other non-whites were appalling, they had to eat right next to wear their sewage flowed and they weren’t fed properly, while white prisoners were fed far more decently.
            Tonight was the first night of our Soweto home stay.  Katelyn and I stayed with Nontyatyambo (No-cha-chambo) but we called her “Mama”. She has four children, three sons (Sipho, Madzenga, and Luyola) and a daughter, Yoliswa. Sipho and Madzenga are in their 30’s and Luyola and Yoliswa are closer in age to Katelyn and me. The first night, we watched South African soapies (Generations and another one) and watched a movie with Yoliswa and Sipho and Mama.
            One thing I really learned from this home stay and also just from the experiences here, is that time is much less important. We might say dinner is at 6 and start cooking at 7 and not eat until 8, or say we were going to leave to go somewhere in a few minutes and not leave for another 2 hours. This was very difficult at first for me, because I am used to being far more scheduled. So on Saturday morning, Mama told us to sleep in so we though we would wake up at around nine. Everyone else got up and ready around 11 or so, because Saturday is their rest day, and didn’t really get to do anything until about two. The rest of the day was very fun though. Mama and Yoliswa started teaching us Zulu and one of the men working at the gas station was so impressed that we spoke it, that he started bargaining a dowry price for one of us with mama. J That night we had an amazing dinner, with chicken legs and squash and this dumpling bread. In South Africa, everything is eaten with your hands; you use the bread in the meal to scoop up all of the sauces and dishes and just eat the meat with your hands. I learned this when I was looking for a fork and could only find 1 or 2, but there were tons of spoons and knives. After Mama went to sleep on Saturday, the three Lous’ (Lou, our host brother, his cousin Lou and their friend Lou), they called themselves Lou because they didn’t think we would be able to pronounce their real names, took us to their friend’s birthday party. We left at about 11:30 pm and came home around 2am. The party was set up on a street with a huge white tent that had a DJ booth and food and a drink cart (we didn’t drink, because during home stays it is CGE policy to stay alcohol free). The party was so much fun and it was a lot like the partying that goes on in the states just more people and more dancing. Dancing is a huge part of the culture, people form huge circles and different people get in the middle and dance. The dancing isn’t like grinding or other club dancing, it’s a form of expression and movement, which is really great.
            Our friends explained that a lot of Sowetan parties take place outside because all you have to do is set up the party. There aren’t any permits and no one really cares if they are outside. It was so much fun, it was probably the most fun I have had at a party in a long time. Everyone was extremely friendly and fun to be around and really welcoming.

The next day, Katelyn and I actually slept in, and after waking up we went with Sipho and Yoliswa to get meat for the Braai. A Braai is an Afrikaans word for barbecue. All over Johannesburg and Soweto mostly, there are shops called Buy and Braai. What happens is you buy the meat and then go outside to the grill and grill it there. It is a way for people to get together on the weekends and catch up. We bought the meat but brought it back to the house for the Braai later that night. After that we took a walk around Pimville (the part of Soweto we were staying in) with Sipho and his friend. He kept making fun of us for walking so fast, because we had nowhere to go, again this is another culture difference, in the US we walk fast because we are usually walking somewhere and it is very rarely we slow down just to stroll. On the walk everyone was so friendly, they would say hello, how are you and introduce themselves, then ask how we were enjoying South Africa. This is customary, in most African cultures you stop and greet people, and take the time to ask how someone is doing. I was really thrown off by this at first, because I was in a mall one day and this woman came up to me and started asking me about myself. My initial reaction is that she was then going to ask me for something (typically American, thinking someone wants something, because no one just stops to randomly ask how you are).  She asked me why I was here, what I was studying, and then she said “have a great day and enjoy South Africa”, and walked away. I was in a supermarket in Windhoek and someone asked me if I was from the US and then said welcome to Namibia and walked away. People are much more welcoming and friendly, and if you don’t respond or try to ask for something without greeting its very rude.
            I really enjoy the friendliness its refreshing that people stop to slow down in their days just to see how others are doing. There is something about it that instantly makes you happier. Anyways on our walk Sipho stopped at his son’s mother’s home. She lives in a tin shanty, but she invited Katelyn and me and offered us a cold drink (which means soda, I again figured this out when someone asked me if I wanted a cold drink and I said yes I would like a water and they looked at me very strangely).  Sipho then went outside to talk to friends while we talked with Putu’s (Sipho’s son) mother. Putu wasn’t there he was already at Mama’s house, because Lou, Katelyn and I picked him up earlier. He was an adorable but very high-energy kid. When we went into the mall with him, he held my hand the whole time, it was pretty cute. Anyways, Putu’s mother offered us pig’s feet, which out of courtesy and curiosity we tried. I have to say it was about the grossest thing I have ever eaten, but I am glad I tried so I can now say, when it is offered to me, that I KNOW I am not a fan.
            After the walk Yoliswa, Putu, Yoliswa’s boyfriend, Katelyn and I went bowling, after bowling we went home for the braai, and then said goodbye to Putu and went to bed, the next morning, we sadly had to leave. Leaving was really hard for me. I can’t explain or completely understand the feelings I developed towards the Nhodlovu family, but I really miss them and I felt like I was leaving home when I left Mama and everyone. Thankfully I have all of their information so that I can keep in touch with them, which I have every intention of doing.
After leaving, we went back to the guest house and got the rest of our stuff, and headed to Pretoria. That afternoon we had the afternoon off, so my friends Helen, Claire and I went in the pool and walked around Pretoria for a bit. I know this blog is still a couple of days behind, and I will finish most of it soon, but I wanted to partially catch you all up. Miss you tons.

Love,
Cass

Oh ya words I have learned:
My name is Thandy: Love
Katelyn's name is Nhomsa: Peace
Sawubona (Sa-wu-bwona): hello
Umjani (Oom JANi): how are you
Ingiapela (Ing-iA-Peela): Im fine
Salaghashe: Goodbye (when you are leaving)
Halaghashe: goodbye (when someone is leaving you)
Umuthli: You are beautiful
Tsa: No
Yebo (yay-bo): yes
Ika-malame(Eek- a -ma- la-may): My name is
Uyapapa (Ooh- ya-papa): you are annoying me